Stefan. British. 20. Film Student.

You only live once. I'd rather die at 40 having lived my life to the full, than die at 80 having done fuck all.

I play guitar/drums/bass/piano.

Traveling is essential to my happiness.

I post random shit I find on the net, updates on films I'm making, and any photos/videos/stories from my crazy life and the occasional song I've recorded.

Follow me on twitter @StefanKB
Talk to me on stickam.com/bockmann13

 

This is my new short film, ‘After’, about a young survivor in a post-apocalyptic world, trying to find his younger brother. Take a look if you have a few minutes? Approx. Run time - 9mins

Thanks

I’m still unsure if I can pull off the whole denim shirt thing… hmmm

I’m still unsure if I can pull off the whole denim shirt thing… hmmm

Random lyrics I made up about 12 minutes ago. Hmph.

Less than a thousand words to go and I’ll call it a day.
I’ll pretend I’ve got better things to do.
Like sit around and ponder on the shape of your face.
I know it well enough to see without my eyes.

You’re not easily forgotten, but you’re easily missed,
I hope I wasn’t too late for the exit.
You’re getting out, and quick about it, readily dressed,
And I know you don’t care if I come with you.

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There may be more, not sure yet. I’m not good at
sharing this sorta stuff with people I don’t know.

I’m being serious! Look at me, this is my serious face!

I’m being serious! Look at me, this is my serious face!

NEW BAND

I want to start a new band so bad. Uni, work, football, girls and partying has taken over my life in the last 3 years and it’s ridiculous. I’m about to graduate and I don’t see why I can’t do the latter four on the list while being in a band…

I miss jamming.

I miss the chemistry.

I miss playing gigs.

I miss the pissing about.

I miss it all.

I’m worried: Why do the “Beliebers”…”Belieb”?

I haven’t really been that bothered by it before, and I can’t say that I am now. I sort of just ignore it all. But I do find the behaviour of what is mostly young teenage girls fascinating. They talk about one another as if they were part of a special family, or tight knit group because they share an obsession. I really don’t understand why.

They’re not all dying from the same form of cancer are they? Or are relatives of victims of a terrorist attack? I can understand people under these circumstances forming a close relationship or bond, as these experiences are extremely rare and sometimes the only people you can talk to about them, are the ones going through the same thing.

But am I really supposed to believe that these fans can form the same bond over a singer? Is it real or just a phase they’re going through? It’s hard to tell whether it is just something that will be remembered as part of this decade or more. It’s beginning to sound like some form of religion to me. Maybe I’m just making a big deal out of nothing, but if I was a parent of these teenagers, I’d be concerned. I see it trending on twitter all the time, and I just keep wondering what they are going to think in 20 years. Are they going to think how silly they were? Or even worse, are we going to be living in a world where a significant percentage of the adult women are still obsessed with a 40 year old Justin Bieber?

P.s. That was not rhetorical. Maybe I’ve missed something, but I’d genuinely like some answers/reassurances.

I fear for the future.

‘J. Edgar’ Dir. Clint Eastwood

Top Billed: Leo DiCaprio, Judy Dench, Josh Lucas, Naomi Watts, Armie Hammer

Out in November.

Looks promising!